During the latter part of my illnesses I wanted to give up and die, but the love of, and for my children kept me holding on. My last child Chanceler was a gift from God for sure; because if it wasn't for him they would have never found the tumor in my intestine that they removed; which saved my life. Blessings truly do come in mysterious ways, and I have learned from my hardships to live life to its fullest each day and have no regrets. I have made my fair share of mistakes just as we all do, but what is important in life is that you turn your mistakes into life's lessons and learn from them.